day 6 - say SOMETHING! ANYTHING!

30 september 2007

today was a fun day... I thought since i was in by 22h last night that id wake up early today... i didnt wake up until 14h!! so i awoke, had a slice of bread, and oj for breakfast. id bought some cheese at the grocery last night and it totally made me want to barf, it was so disgusting. then i set out looking for an internet cafe, but EVERYTHING is closed on sundays. i walked about 20 minutes to the nearest university building cause theyre all spread out across the city (same school though), and even it was closed. Didnt even have wifi. OH! before i left, i successfully blew out my hairdryer as well as a fuse... oops! That makes 2 appliances now that ive busted. at least i didnt start a fire though. when i got back from my long, unnecessary walk (well, at least i got exercise and out of my room), i caught a wireless signal from the cell phone store Orange, i paid 11 euro for 4 hours of wifi, only for my computer to freeze up right after it was validated. So i couldnt even go to my email to get my password. So then i played diner dash for maybe 45 minutes and stole my neighbors pot to make Ramen. Damn straight i brought 4 packs of chicken ramen wif me!! And a chocolate chip peanut butter cliff bar ^_^.

Its 20h now. and ive been couped up in my room for nearly all day sauf like 1hr of walking around, and shower time... im running out of music to listen to (if thats possible. Ive got almost 3000 songs on this baby). Time to switch to my foreign selection. I just hope i can wake up tomorrow morning for my appt at the bank... Then i have to get a phone, then go to ballan mire to visit my other school, then visit brittany at joue, then go to the cafe des langues to make friends =). But at least i can use my bus pass starting tomorrow. I want to meet my other neighbor francisco to talk to him in espanol.

i had some hard dreams last night that woke me up with tears in my eyes and a feeling in my chest like my heart had been ripped out... i dont want to talk about...

Ive been through some shit in my days. I can handle a lot more...

On another note... I have tears in my eyes cause i cant get high. Seirously... ... Im so fucking over these cigarettes. I just need some weeeeed damnit! Booze sucks. Hash sucks too. Theres no such thing as withdrawl from marijuana. But its like, when youre in a 4 year long relationship with someone and all of a sudden they become completely unreachable... and even, every wonderful sensation that you knew while you were with them has been erased from your memory... yea, kinda like that. Like your hearts being ripped out of your chest... mary jaaaaaane!!!

I was chillin in my room and all of a sudden my doorbell rang!! what!!, i have guests??? it was Brittany and Teddy stopping by!! well, theyd stopped by earlier, before i went to the mcdonalds (which is the only place ive found with free wireless!!), and it caught me off gaurd cause i really didnt think id have visitors for months. luckily they caught me when i came back from mc D's. and they brought me pizza too! teddy says the bank HSBC is for rich people, and im not rich. but he works for the bank Caisse d'Epargne. thats where brittany opened up her account. she said she went in the morning, got an appt for that afternoon. they told her she could go ahead and use up to 100euro now, even though she hasnt put any money into her account, and then shes allowed to overdraw up to 300euro within the year, sos long as her account is back to a positive amount before we leave... so im going to go there. im probably not going to get a cell phone plan cause i dont want to be bound. and its not like ive a shit load of people to call...

sigh, okee. im retiring for the night. im going to start a flickr account tomorrow. cause not everyone has facebook, which is where ive been posting everything.

heres to a good week world!!